Oh my that sounds stressful:0 just handle in in doses (: and when the time comes to when you both know you’re settled and nothing can get in your way, make it well known as fuck! Haha it’ll be worth it (:
I miss you too!!!!!! I just found out where my messages are!
Tonight I went through some year books, 6th grade to senior year. As I was looking through I saw faces of old friends and saw my little chubby self.
Then I got really sad because as I went on to look through 7th.. 8th.. Freshman year till senior year, I realized a lot of people slowly began to hate each other. Good friends now turned enemies.
I put them all away cause I felt weird. seeing my younger self and certain people I used to be friends with, knowing that back then no one hated me, how I had no hate for others and now I feel like so much is fucked up.
I still have my true friends. It just sucks how certain things happened the way they did. Saw a few ex girlfriends that had their hearts broken by me, I never meant to hurt them but a break up is a break up and it’s rough, so I don’t blame them for giving me a cold shoulder or hate mail or what ever.
Kind of wish I was still that one nice guy everyone knew. Not that guy that had rumors spread about how he slept around, did drugs, hit girls, lying about his fathers death, was a player and shouldn’t be trusted.
But why should I care what others think? Or what others believe?
I still know that I’m honest and sweet.
I thought yearbooks were supposed to give you a good reminiscent experience.
I guess it did, but made me feel sad pretty quick.
I asked myself if I would change anything if I could go back again.
Maybe. Maybe if I could go back id make sure not to put myself in the way of the people I’ve hurt. So they can be happy and not feel the pains I caused them.
But damn, time flies.